Dear Diary

Dear diary,

Once I was walking down the beach

Toes in the sand which were washed away at specific intervals by the waves

The music to my ears was provided by silent cool breeze

May be it was trying to make me freeze

I wrapped my arms around myself tightly..

Then I realized there is something empty..

Just then I saw a paper of a diary lying near a rock

Eager to be read it was waving at me in a rhythm

Like it knew I saw (him)

I picked it up with tender care

As it seemed to be old and a bit wet

I saw the handwriting quite similar to mine

But it wasn't a page from my diary

It read...

I met him in the days when I was at my worst

He made me realize how good life is which I thought till then was inverse

He made me smile and made me laugh

Do you know he also writes and is a dreamer

He stood by my side in the worst and best

Yes we fought.. Worst than cats and dogs

But always made back to each other in a day

Then one day he told me he is in love with me

Do you know diary... A small smile met my face at that same moment

I felt special.. I felt wanted..

Well.. He made sure from that day to tell me everyday

I wasn't so sure at very beginning

Lets tell him what my mind said but still there was some fear in the heart which made me stay

He waited for too long and one day I felt to reciprocate to his love once and for all

He seemed very happy that day..

Just my mere presence would make him satisfied all day

We hugged at first because he wanted to..

I knew he would never let me go if I dont ask him to

So I was silent for a moment and enjoyed his warmth

The touch of his hand ; fingertips pressing my hips and pounding heartbeats ..

I felt real love first time

I leaned back a little.. And kissed him

Made him felt we belong to each other

Yes I was in love with him

That was the second last line of that page..

I trembled a bit and my hands shivered throughout the reading

Eyes were already wet..

My body felt warmer than before

And breeze kept getting stronger at each line I read..

The memories struck my mind...

The words I read..

Reminded something of my own..

The emptiness grew more

I felt all alone

Like the single ship on horizon

I sailed back with my feet to home

With every step the sea seemed blur

And yes, the last line had name of HER..

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