Regret

Do I regret my time with you?

You ask,

Let me tell you..

You were the one good thing in my life You were the one who could brighten up even a dull Monday morning I was so into you, that I overlooked each and every mistake of yours Tried to compromise for Each and every little thing you wished I was good to you. But I think I got tired then It felt like we were building a castle but I was the only one laying the bricks I put in a lot more than what even I expected from myself But It wasn't enough Cause it's said you need two legs to walk It felt like I was dragging US too far and when I turned back All I could see was you clinching onto someone else

I was too tired listening to my own voice I longed for yours I was tired to win you over, prove my love while you just ignored And this was when you were mine Atleast you said you were

I was too tired to be chained and hide my tears from everyone I wanted US But you never really tried to make it work Running away was your favorite part And maybe in the end I got tired of chasing And even you didn't turn back and checked whether I was still there or not Maybe you never cared Maybe you never realized I just expected 1/10th of the love I was giving away We would have been good

But everything happens for a reason they say I am yet to find that reason So now, I spend my days working, being busy Hiding away Camouflaging my emotions into the crowd And at nights try to find that reason I couldn't And as far as your question is concerned I loved Truly With all that I had If someone would ask what was one thing you proud of I would answer I loved someone so much more than I was capable of I don't think I would ever love someone like that again And after all this I don't want to

So the answer is No I don't regret the time we had I regret the time which followed.

The time after we were together The time where you left, time where we are apart And the problem is, I've started liking it.

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