Remembering US...!
- AlaN
- Dec 2, 2017
- 2 min read
Do you remember our time together? You smile or you cry remembering it?
Yes. I do remember our time together The time where we promised to stick together no matter what The time where we could never ever dream of ending up like this, alone, without each other. I remember the time I felt so close to you Not just physically but emotionally It was the first time that someone knew me inside out. I was emotionally naked towards you and you were my daily habit. You were like my hobby which I had since I was 6.
Before, I use to remember,
I remembered the late night talks As well as our morning fights I remembered the hand in hand strolls across the beach And also the ignoring whilst in the same room we sit Yes, I use to remember them all Yes I use to smile at times and I use to cry.
But now, I've turned into a prison inmate sentenced to life imprisonment within the walls of your memories where your pictures are played over and over again Reminding me of my aloneness. I wish to scream out that I am wrongly accused and that someone just let me out But there is nowhere I could go Or no one to hear. And I've started to go numb. The first 4-5 hits really hurt you bad but after that your body just goes numb I think I've passed those first 4-5 punches life hurled at me. And now when I think of our time together I neither smile nor cry, I just stay dead inside.

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