Contradiction, which is me!

I am a contradiction.

I am too scared to be close to someone and yet I still wish there should be someone I can call my home. I am scared to hold someone’s hand fearing they would leave midway and I might have to walk alone again. But I still wish to take strides along the beach with someone. This dilemma is never ending and the road to clear solution is blurry.

So I ask you today, tell me Whether I should take the leap from the cliff of desire and hope to kiss the water this time Or will I hit the rocks again?

Tell me cause contradiction can only be resolved when we look at both the perspectives closely and

I am a contradiction and have been at both the ends of it and yet haven’t resolved myself yet.

Maybe I never will..

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