Hold my hand the next time

I am scared and lonely I smile and seem jolly But everyday seems like an act And each passing day I am getting good at fooling the people surrounding me I put down the mask in my me time I bleed on paper I cry out loud and I feel the pain inside rising every night. As the day gazes through the horizon i put back the mask of smile It never comes off when anyone is around Sometimes it slips down And I try to hold your hand I feel warmth in your hug But just then The fear takes over And i find myself fake smiling again Making jokes again Trying to laugh on the pain again But you know what troubles me the most.. It’s that this mask is fitting tightly now a days And I am scared

My sorrow and pain will be pushed inside and I would just act my whole life And feel nothing again. The pain eats me inside out And there is nowhere to go or nothing I can do

So all I ask is

Hold my hand the next time we are in sight And let me feel your warmth again Then Lie to me that I mean something And Let me find comfort in your lies maybe then I might cry and hurt a little less that night

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