Will I ever move on?

You see the good in monster You see light within the darkness You see the care in the eyes All these years you were my partner in crime. The dreams have faded Plans are shattered Future is uncertain & now destiny doesn’t matter While you are away the heart beats slow Weak like an old car, I think it’s missing a bolt But still it drives around town with the same grace All it longs for someone to embrace I don’t hope now nor I wish I am writing this only just for me Happy like the wind, I always wanted you to be Never has a day gone by without your thought Remember the wallet which you had bought? I carry it still always around, but not your picture in it, No! I do not! As isn’t that called clinging to the past now? I know you are well and I am glad that you are I wish you success & all that you yearn for For I, will always be the one who knocks And you will always be, who never opened the door. Today is the day I always tell myself Time to move on and forget the past But then, haven’t you been reading? It’s all always about you and I for sometime now. Maybe we weren’t meant to be Maybe I wasn’t the one for you Maybe you weren’t the one for me But I am glad that we happened and now I know what true is suppose to be The word which defined our relation, was mere a word It could not comprehend, explain or suffice what we meant for each other. It was far more that the four letter word For all I know I compared it with the seven letter word for very long But in the end I was proved wrong Funny that you were prepared for all this for far too long. You continued with your walk, and I was stuck in the place unmoved even in the storm. Now it’s all gone and in the past And it’s been silence all around now Sitting by the window with cigarette in my hand I wonder, when will I ever move on? 

#love #moveon #wonder